--MY BEAUTIFUL WORLD--

2010-06-03T11:02:00.002+08:00

dear Jesus,

my soul, my soul must sing
my soul, my soul must sing
my soul, my soul must sing
beautiful One

beautiful One i love
beautiful One i adore
beautiful One my soul must sing
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

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more than a nice melody
more than the sweetest of words
this is the love i have found
and in this love i am found

i just want You, Jesus
i just want You, my Lord
i just want You, Jesus
i just want You

never could i comprehend
the love You so freely give
never could i be worthy
but Your love covers all of my sin

there is no greater love than Yours
nothing else could ever compare
even if i search all the world
i would never find a love like yours
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i will not throw away my confidence, because
i know it will be greatly rewarded. help me Lord.

in Jesus name i ask and pray,
amen.

2010-04-12T11:03:00.000+08:00

I am found in Your embrace
Covered by Your love
You're my deepest dream I know
Your love so strong, Spirit come

You lift me up to heaven's door
You restored my soul
I come here without Your touch
I need You so much, need You more

You're my rock and my redeemer
The rock on which I stand

I keep falling in love with You Lord
Every beat of my heart, breath that I take
Through the seasons that change
Your love remains
My hiding place, my home
Fallin' in love

2010-03-01T18:17:00.000+08:00

Jesus take me as I am
I can come no other way
Take me deeper into You
Make my flesh life melt away
Make me like a precious stone
Crystal clear and finely honed
Light of Jesus shining through
Giving glory back to You.

2010-01-07T16:46:00.002+08:00

give thanks
give thanks to the Lord
for His lovingkindness is everlasting
give thanks

you, you need not fight in this battle
stand and see the salvation of God
do not fear nor be discouraged
just know the Lord He is with you
He's with you

2009-12-31T10:19:00.003+08:00

Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemptions hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross

You were as I
Tempted and trialed
Human
The word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now You're risen

To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart

2009-12-23T10:40:00.000+08:00

Found in Your hands, fullness of joy
Every fear suddenly wiped away
Here in Your presence

All of my gains now fade away
Every crown no longer on display
Here in Your presence

Heaven is trembling in awe of Your wonders
The kings and their kingdom arestanding amazed

Here in Your presence
We are undone
Here in Your presence
Heaven and Earth become one
Here in Your presence
All things are new
Here in Your presence
Everything bows before You

Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way

2009-12-03T11:36:00.002+08:00

Surely children weren't made for the streets
And fathers were not made to leave
Surely this isn't how it should be
Let Your Kingdom come
Surely nations were not made for war
Or the broken meant to be ignored
Surely this just can't be what You saw
Let Your Kingdom come
Here in my heart

I will live
To carry your compassion
To love a world that's broken
To be Your hands and feet
I will give
With the life that I'd been given
And go beyond religion
To see the world be changed
By the power of Your Name

Surely life wasn't made to regret
And the lost were not made to forget
Surely faith without action is dead
Let Your Kingdom come
Lord break this heart

Jesus Your Name
Is a shelter for the hurting
Jesus Your Name
Is a refuge for the weak
Only Your Name
Can redeem the undeserving
Jesus Your Name
Holds everything I need

2009-12-02T13:25:00.002+08:00

something beautiful

something good

all my confusions He understood

all I have to offer Him

was brokenness and strife

but He made something

beautiful out of my life

2009-10-22T10:50:00.000+08:00

it's been soooooooo long since i last came back.

should i revive it?

haha.

2007-12-21T15:53:00.000+08:00

I WANT THIS:

Dont think spore got red colour...if have, it will be great!!

Any kind soul wish to fulfil this for me??? you will be greatly appreciated and loved by me..haha.

2007-10-15T08:12:00.000+08:00

one year of working life.

2007-09-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

Moving into the new season.

wow...i am really amazed at the way God moves in our east zone. over the years, God has really been so faithful to us. moving from east 3 to east A3, a whole new group of gals and a new surrounding. time to step out from my comfort zone! God, i need YOU.

memories

(my ex cell group)

thanks for the wonderful time spent together.
lets continue to run this race to win the CROWN God has prepare for us amen!

bye gals :)

2007-08-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

me: i feel so lonely recently,feel so friend-less.so alone.
friend: hmm as you go higher,your friends get lesser.think you also reach a stage where u need a companion...

is it true that as one go higher,friends get lesser??

yes/no?why?

i am ready for a companion??where?who?

i dunno....

but......

i don't like this feeling.

sad.

2007-07-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

Nobody knows how weak I am
Better than You
Nobody sees all of my needs
Better than You
And nobody has
The power to change me
To what I was born to be
Jesus, be strong in my weakness
Empower me

Empower me
Like a rushing river flowing to the sea
Lord, send Your Holy Spirit
Flowing out through me
'Til I'm living as Your child
Victorious and free
Send the power of Your love
Empower me

Nobody's eyes see through my soul
Better than You
And nobody's love can make me whole
No love but Yours
And nobody has the power
To lift me to reach for eternity
Jesus break through all my defences
Empower me

only YOU know.

i feel ................... arrggghhhh!

remove from me all that is standing in Your ways.
empower me, God.

2007-04-29T21:25:00.000+08:00

i m confused
i can't explain
i m happy yet sad
i don't know how

in conclusion:
i m not feeling good.

be my redeemer.

2007-04-21T09:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2OTH BIRTHDAY, GERMAINE DEAR!

i hereby welcome you with all my heart and with all sincerity into the 2s world. haha.

wishing you a blessed 20th birthday!

ps: i search everywhere for a proper photo with you. i could only find this. it had been sooooo long since we last took a photo tgt la..look at the date there..hai.

2007-03-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

GOD WILL MAKE A WAY

God will make a way
where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
holds me closely to His side
with love and strength
for each new day
God will make a way
God will make a way

By a roadside in the wilderness
He'll lead me
and rivers in the desert will i see
heaven and earth will fade
but His words will still remains
He will do something new today

thank you God that there is always
light after a dark tunnel
thank you God that my hope is found in You
thank you God for Your
perfect love that cast out all fears
thank you God for a promising future
and thank you God that i found YOU.

season of YES, season of WAITING
and a season of NO.

2007-02-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalalalala....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Its CNY season again. every year my relatives will bombard me with the same question...girl ah..when are u gg to show me your boyfriend??..and every year my ans will be wait la..stil young...oh man..come to tink of it, i m not very young le la...God, send me mine!!!! where is mine!! send me the special one for my life.......haha sound so desperate..eeeeee.my family is especially concern for me because most of my cousins be it older or younger are alr attached.cant stand it!

okie back to CNY. had reunion dinner at grandma house. spend chu 1 at church in the morning and visitation at both grandma place after that. had a satisfied and beautiful sleep on chu 2, then went grandma house for dinner, bowling at tampines safra and supper at macdonald with cousins.CNY dance practice in church office in the morning on chu 3, then visitation at allan and shona place in the noon, then dim sum dinner with esther at aljunied.

and soooooon, there goes my CNY hols.gonna be back to work on chu 4. awaiting for the next public hols! goodnight. byebye.

2007-01-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

COME BY HERE

come by here
when i'm all alone
when the world is caving in on me
when my dreams are hard to hold

come by here
Jesus wont You pass me by
take my hand and walk me
through my fears
walk me through the valley

and even though sometimes
my heart will tend to go astray
everytime You show me the way

come by here
in the day, in the night
and through the rain
i want to wake up everyday
to find You by me

You're my all
You're my everything
there will never be a
closer friend than this
Jesus You're my heart eternal bliss

i'm very blessed by this song.
pray that it will bless you too.

goodnight!

2007-01-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

ITS MY 23RDBIRTHDAY!

i want to thank:
faith,junxiong,bethesda,xianhong,nelson,limin,thomas,
chien fong,anna,parveen,tingting,tiffani,huimei,
shuhui,christabel,germaine ng,
xiaoting,kenneth,joel,jennifer,ashlee,esther,sonam,
huishuang,michelle,charis,lovleen,desmond,jerome,
joshua,annie lee,annie cheong,jonathan,rongzhu,liping,
elena,carol, sean,derrick and samuel for the birthday wishes.
-hope i nv miss out anybody-

thank you bethesda and nelson for the meal at changing appetites.

thank you east 3 for the lovely flowers, ice cream
(in replacement of the cake coz i dun wan a cake) and the moo moo card.

most of all, thank you dear God for creating me on this special day!

2007-01-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

YOU ARE SO FAITHFUL

Like the sun that rises everyday
O You are so faithful
Dear Lord You are faithful
Like the rain that You bring
And every breath that I breathe
You are so faithful O Lord

Like a rose that come
Alive every spring
O You are so faithful
Dear Lord You are faithful
Like the life that You give
To every beat of my heart
You are so faithful O Lord

I see a cross and the price
You had to pay
I see the blood that
Washed my sins away

In the midst of the storm
Through the winds and waves
You'll still be faithful
O You'll still be faithful

When the stars refuse to shine
And time is no more
You'll still be faithful
You'll still be faithful, O Lord

thank You for being so faithful.

2006 ended.

look forward to an exciting and fruitful 2007!

2006-10-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

woah!i finally rem my username and password to sign in.thats part of the reason why i havent been updating.aging la..no choice.and also nothing special happen in my life la..so nothing exciting or interesting to update.

officially graduated on 15sept2006 from ngee ann poly..so now i m moving into another phase of my life that is......the ADULTHOOD.job hunting is so not easy la..esp when its near to the end of year..i tink no one will leave their company la..everybody is waiting for their bonus.taht make it even more difficult to find a perm job and settle down...so pray for me ya.thanks.

had church today.went home with lilin after afternoon service..alighted at bedok reservoir to change bus.and while waiting for my bus...i saw sheng siong 1 station supermarket so decided to go supermarketing.had great time with myself while supermarketing..i love to go supermarketing myself la.so fun...
sheng siong is sooooo crowded la..filled with families shopping for their groceries.this is a really good place to shop...can buy sooooo many things yet not spending alot.wooooow.yah so thats my day.

oh ya lastly...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SONAM,ESTHER AND LOVLEEN!!

e bday gals

dearest cell peeps

my beloved XHZ

our mini bday celebration

i have updated..so ppl STOP NAGGING at me for a dead blog. hee :)

2006-08-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

my heart hurts

one by one they left

when will this whole thing stop?

its really hurting my heart.

2006-08-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

HE WILL CARRY YOU

There is no problem too big
God cannot solve it
There is no mountain too tall
He cannot move it
There is no storm too dark
God cannot calm it
There is no sorrow too deep
He cannot soothe it

Chorus:
If He carried the weight of the world
Upon His shoulders
I know my brother
That He will carry you

If He carried the weight of the world
Upon His shoulders
I know my sister
That He will carry you

Bridge:
He said come unto me
All who are weary
And I will give you rest

this song has blessed me.hope it will bless u all too.
goodnight! ciaoz.

2006-07-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.

But you may be ready in a couple of years.

You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.

And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

2006-07-08T18:07:00.000+08:00

my dear lappie is now in "Toshiba Hospital".kana water last wed..sent for repair last fri and til now..i stil havent get it back yet...and the worst thing is:

ALOT OF PROJS DEADLINES ARE DRAWING NEAR AND I DUN HAVE MY DEAR LAPPIE WITH ME..

lappie...please come back to me soon.i need you badly.

*scream*

2006-05-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

woohoo!finally completed the set of badges:

hua long,thanks for helping me to start and end the collection :)

2006-04-23T01:20:00.000+08:00

last day of my hols.FINALLY.haha..this is the most boring and lonely hols.my friends are either working or studying..hai.dint find this hols enjoyable at all.tink the most enjoyable period is when i went to work as a relief teacher in the children playgroup ba.went to several places to be the relief teacher.the children are sooo cute la..esp those at bayshore park.kids there are all international and all mixed.ohhhhh i missed my young days.haha.

my memories:

wil be entering into my final sem.woooo time really passes fast.this is a really relaxed sem..only one core module..gonna enjoy it man :) my goal is to attend all lectures and tutorials.hope i can make it ba.

2006-03-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

had youth oikos yesterday.the theme is GEN-EX SUPERSTAR.i tink its a great and memorable one la..haha.had fun planning with the group too.though tired but enjoyable..enjoyed seeing the people act and sing..all were so cute la..after tt went burger king with esther and elyn.then esther wanted to see her sch art exhibition so went to tampines but when we got there,its alr finished so dint get to see in the end.

today went church and after that went funan it mall with esther and joel.that gal wanted a MP3 so went ard and search for one.she take sooooo long to decide what she wants la...waited for very long and she finally set her mind on one.haha...eh i m glad u finally bought it..coz i know you've been looking for one for veryyyyyyy long alr.hee..

2006-03-24T09:01:00.000+08:00

result's out today.dint really do very well but i m quite contented that i managed to pass all.was so scared for the past few days la..coz most of the modules that i took is a one year once module so if i have to retake,i would have to stay back for one sem.phew..so relieved now..can finally enjoy the rest of my hols.

THANK YOU GOD.

2006-03-22T11:47:00.000+08:00

went out with annie.cheong on mon.had my brow and hair trimmed.and i look like a TUTTU now..wanted to give e trainee a chance but it turn out to be so yucks la..and fringe is like the most visible part of hair.hmm no choice..can only wait for it to be long.hai.after that we went to meet annie.lee at marina square for dinner.yup..thats my day with the annies.

2006-03-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

wooooow!went escape with esther,annies,qiying and cien yest.yeah finally had the chance to go escape alr..been ages since i last went.thanks annie.cheong for the free tix.quite a number of machines were under maintenance so we only had limited number of machines to play ard with..ended up playing again and again the same machine.though dint played for long but i stil enjoyed myself..went to tamp pasa malam for awhile then proceed to ymca for pm.went home alone after pm..felt so lonely la :( reach home ard 12am and i am dead tired.

had oikos mtg at 9m at co today so wake up quite early lo.thank you sean for being my driver or else i really had to wake up very early la.thanks ah.had movie outreach today and we watch this movie name the moment after.its quite a nice movie.after that went dinner with the gals..i was bullied la..poor me.since its quite early,me and esther decided to go walk ard.decided to go marina square..that pig had never go before la..so its her first visit there..they had this fashion fever show going on..watch awhile and we decide to leave coz its not very spectacular.wanted to go for dessert..walk ard and we happen to see this attracting waffle ice cream at kiliney..so decided to try it..and its really nice la..cheap too...haha..yup so goodnight all!

2006-03-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

had friendship day on wed..went east coast for cycling/blading.had so much fun cycling la...so long never cycle alr..were cycling from 3plus to 5plus...so shiok..haha..was really fun cycling with esther, sonam, junxiong, kenneth, xianhong and ezekiel.after tt went bugis for dinner..went to try the taiwan xiao chi sha gua mian..though got weird sauce taste but its nice..the best part was the fried spice chicken la..its really good.ppl u shud try it.the sha gua mian is only 2bucks.then meet sean and he sent me home..yah thats my day yest.

met limin and sonam at tamp stadium yest..actually plan to go jogging but the space was taken up by some pri sch student..think they had some event there ba..so we went to the park nearby instead..dint really jog alot la.limin brought her dog along so we end up walking with the dog..haha..the dog is sooooo hyper active la..had hard time controlling him...haha...after that we went to limin house for lunch..sooooo i had a tiring yet fun morning.thats all i did.goodnite all!

2006-03-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

hello all! for those who had been constantly reminding me to update my blog..your waiting is not in vain..haha.i have finally decided to put away my laziness and revamp my template.new year therefore new skin..i like this scooter skin very much..riding on a scooter is my dream..gonna let my dream be fulfilled soon..and i hereby announced that my blog is RE-BORN.woohooo....

finished my exams and having my 7 weeks of holidays now.hmm had not been doing anything actually.

finally had the time to go sentosa for a moment of suntanning..the sun there is really hot..and my skin is burnt now...having fun peeling off my skin..haha.after staying in the hot sun for few hrs,we are hungry..as there are no nice food to eat in sentosa.we decided to go to harbourfront.settled for sakae sushi buffet.were there from 3pm to 5plus..eat til very very full.yah tahts my sentosa outings with the gals...pics below:

2005-09-06T11:34:00.000+08:00

i found my two FAVORITE SNACKS.always need them when i studeee...woohoo!!

2005-09-05T10:54:00.000+08:00

hai...just check MEL and realised the final exam timetable is outttt.sem is coming to an end and now i am facing the part which i hate most in sch...THE EXAMS the nightmares..this sem i had 5 major papers..days are quite packed..is almost continuous for most papers.DAD,help me!been having sharp pain in my head recently..the pain comes like a needle poking into ur head and goes away in a few seconds.but when it comes its reallly painful.dunno why like that..am i stressed..first time had this type of feelings..this sem is not good..hadnt been doing well..failed common tests and failed retests too :(...only can depend on final exam alr..and project and participation marks muz really help me....

2005-09-04T10:25:00.000+08:00

did sth quite silly and mad today but nevertheless i enjoyed myself with her. the story goes like that: me and esther were actually planning to go home after having lunch at GWC.was raining really heavy and we had no umbrella so we decided to walk in the rain..haha kenny joined us too..we took bus 14 from GWC planning to change bus at bedok.while we were on the bus,tv mobile suddenly show the recast of PROJECT SUPERSTAR FINAL.esther was so excited coz she havent watch it yet.so we thought of a real silly idea.

we decided to watch it.realised the show will last abt 3plus hrs.so from bus 14 we alight somewhere near bedok and we went to the nearest cold storage,grab a big packet of prawn crackers and a big bottle of ice-lemon tea and off we start our loooong bus ride.we started by taking bus 48 from bedok to buona vista.then alight at buona vista terminal and take bus 74 planning to go hougang terminal but then the show end when we were ard ang mo kio so we alighted there as both of us need the toilet urgently after sitting for a loooong bus ride and like i said we walked in the rain so we were superb cold in the bus.then took bus 24 from amk to go home.and yes the story has come to an end.u tink we are silly?i tink so too but yet we had really enjoyed ourselves.cant imagine we can do such silly things and yet enjoying ourselves..LOL.

some pics we took before project superstar starts:

2005-09-03T10:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SRIVANI!!

2005-09-01T10:16:00.000+08:00

MY LAST DAY OF WORK..

SOME COLLEAGUES IN THE COMPANY

thanks for the wonderful times gals!

2005-08-31T02:58:00.000+08:00

had HRMS test today.quite confident of today's paper,hope i can score well.had lunch at canteen 1 with veline,joy,marilyn and chienfong.after lunch went to meet ting,xiaoting and xiaoqin at cineleisure to watch THE MAID.hmm the show not very scary la,its juz the sound effect that make it scary.tink yesterday is a so call hols for sec student so alot of sec sch kid were there.the cinema is darn noisy..those sec girls were like screaming at the top of thier voice for almost every part of the movie.tink they juz wan to create some atmosphere but seriously disturbing.had a hard time watching the show.almost wanted to throw my kacang puteh at them..luckily they were quite far from my seat or else i would really do that..haha...

after the show, we walked around town trying to find some formal wear coz ting need it for presentation and xiaoting need it for her coming attachment.walked til tired so decided to stop down for dinner.went to far east to eat.after that cont searching for formal wear.but end up getting nothing.and we proceed home.tahts my day!pics below:

2005-08-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

went for IR revision lect today.hmm dunno why this sem revision lect dun seem like revision leh..not really useful.feel that its a waste of time to be there..LOL..anyway after lect,veline and i went to bukit timah food centre to eat.the food there is cheap and quite nice.after eating, we walked to the busstop nearby.but there's no bus that reach my house so i psycho veline to walk to KAP with me.

on our way to KAP,we saw bukit timah plaza.so decided to go in and explore since we seldom go there.we were tempted by a cafe call wishbone so we decided to go in and have desserts since the weather is super hot.the ice cream combination there is quite weird so we end up ordering banana split and omelette with ham.the food there is quite cheap and not bad la.hmm i enjoyed my time with her.hee.some pics we took:

2005-08-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY PAM!

2005-08-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

i saw this SUPER BIG DOG today at one of the petshop at Yishun..awww...so cute!

2005-08-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

woohoo..bought a 500piece jigsaw puzzle today. i completed it within 4 hrs at Veline house..what a great achievement!!give me a clap...haha!Veline, thanks for helping me with it.

2005-08-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY NELSON!!

2005-07-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

I come before Your throne
To worship at Your feet
To look upon Your
Nail-pierced hands O Lord
How awesome is Your love

For You
Your grace rstores my soul
You've set Your heart on me
You've set me in Your righteousness

Fall afresh on me
Move within my heart
Let Your tenderness consume me

Pour Your love on me
Like rain upon my face
Till everything I am is lost in Your embrace
Fall afresh on me

don't wanna leave You

pls help me to hold on and not let go.

2005-07-10T00:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY VELINE OH!!!

my seeing guys partner.. haha!

2005-06-27T23:31:00.000+08:00

went to watch Initial D with ting, shaun and desmond today. had a super hard time trying to get the ticket. the show starts at 730pm and we only managed to get the ticket at 720pm la.. almost cant watch it.. anyway the movie is not really v nice but the characters inside are so cool and handsome. the way they drive the car is wooooooo! its so exciting to see them race. vroommmm vroommmm!! haha! ciaoz..

2005-06-04T22:18:00.000+08:00

second week of sch.. met my new classmates and tutors. thank God they were all quite friendly.. tutors were nice too. one guy in class only.. haiz. haha! after sch. met ting at SP then went expo to meet angela for spore food fest. wanted to be testers only. but after seeing so many food there, juz cant resist the temptation. end up buying alot of food to share. worked on tue, wed and thurs but dint get to see him. haiz. tiffani sim, dun luff hor and stop suaning me. haha! so tiring to work and school at the same time. today is oikos day. we went dhoby ghaut xsquare zone to play xbox. played ard three diff games then went to ps mos burger for dinner. after that we went esplanade to enjoy the scenery then went home. though v little ppl, but i enjoyed myself.

missed t&d lect, hrms lect, comp lect and fit lect this week. haiz. muz really discipline myself to go for all lect. jia you joanna! okie thats all for my week. goodnite all!

this weather is HOT. its making me fall sick. its killing me! argh..

2005-05-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

THE KEY TO MY HEART.. took this for fun coz it sound interesting.. haha..
result:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2005-05-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

hello! been a long time since i write sth. internet connection sth wrong so juz got it back yday. nth interesting happened leh.. started my work at STP Distributors Pte Ltd on 8 apr. very tiring.. not used to it in the beginning but after some time its better alr.. working life is fun and not fun. haha! ended my working life on 20 may. hai can't see him anymore.. oh ya! he's my motivation to work. tiffani, dun suan me that u can stil see him hor and pls i dun need u to help me see also.. u can see urs can liao.. haha! sch starts on 24 may.. dint managed to get my 1st choice of specialisation but thank God i got my 2nd choice. Human Resource Management. first choice was human resource management-toursim. new modules, new classmates etc.. went for my first lecture on tues. and that was my first and last lecture of the week. haha.. wasnt feeling well so dint go for the lect on wed, thu and fri. had bad flu and bad stomach pain. for those who sms me on mon and tell me to be good girl when sch starts, i wil TRY not to disappoint u all.. haha! did v badly last sem.. dun wan to see the same thing happen again so i promised i wil learnt from my mistakes. okie shall stop here.. goodnite all! ciaoz!

2005-05-18T08:19:00.000+08:00

I want this phone...

2005-05-03T08:16:00.000+08:00

Sean's 21st birthday!

2005-04-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

hey!!! had our USHER mtg on the 10 of april... this is the first time that we gathered together as a team... these are some pictures we took... enjoy!!

THE USHER MINISTRY

MY OLD TEAM

MY NEW TEAM

CHOW IN'S NEW TEAM

GERMAINE'S NEW TEAM

THE EX ICS

THE NEW ICS

2005-04-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

yeahyeahhhh! ms heng company called me alr.. went for a short interview and i will be starting work tmr.. i will be doing some accounts stuff there. working in a company call STP.. that is Singapore Times Publishing.. looking forward to working life.. gonna work til 20th may then wil be starting a new sem in sch. dun have alot of time to enjoy hols but got things to do better than dun have ba.. okie shall stop here.. wil update on my new working life.. ciaoz!

2005-04-06T14:55:00.000+08:00

everything is over.. no more projs, common tests, exam etc for the next one mth. and it means that one sem is over. no more fmgt, blaw, econs, hrm and cma unless i fail... and got to retake it again.. but i pray that it wun happen la.. anyway i am having my looong loong hols.. need to really find sth meaningful to do for this hols or else i wil die from nth to do.. hee.. juz finish watching xue tian shi vcd.. woohoo.. it is a very nice and touching story.. though very fairytale and like wun happen but it is nice watching it. thanks samuel.. will return you soon.. really pray that i wil recv a call soon from ms heng company.. need to have some working experience.. or else when i grad, hard to find job. ciaoz!

2005-03-29T14:29:00.000+08:00

hello all! having exam this whole week.. financial management and microeconomics papers is over and i have 3 more papers left.. following after that is a long long hols... 7 weeks of holidays.. pray that ms heng will call me up to work in her company or else really got to slack this whole 7 weeks. finding a job now is not easy and i really dun like the hassle of searching for it. good friday and easter juz over. wow the drama is really good. it really shows me how much HE loves me. like the hell scene most.. it really tells me that heaven is real, hell is a reality. 3 months of practice and hardwork of dancing ended in juz 3 mins. anyway its the process that is impt... okie shall stop here and back to study liao... will upload the pics when i recv it.. ciaoz.

2005-03-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

wowowowowoow! it had been a long long time since i last blog. been really busy w common tests, projects and presentations.. finally.. IT'S ALL OVER! can finally take a proper rest b4 finals come on end of mar. hmm got lots of things to update but since its over then nvm ba... eg i met a BIAN TAI at Cityhall mrt station.. he really so bian tai la.. anyway shall not elaborate since its over... juz came back from Xue Fang's 21st bday party.. enjoyed myself there.. with the people, the food and the cake... haha.. okie shall stop here.. very tired alr.. goodnite all! oh ya HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY Xuefang!

2005-02-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st bday Ting!

2005-02-08T16:48:00.000+08:00

hey all...

HAPPY CNY... enjoy!!

2005-02-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

woohoo! common tests is finally over. been really stress this week.. everyday got papers. also dunno how to plan my time properly study the 5 papers. first paper HRM stil not so bad.. dunno can write craps stil wil have some marks. second paper FMGT..thats very bad.. struggle with the essay questions 12 marks gone... too many formulas to remember.. at that moment.. cannot rem the formulas for that qns so very bad. third paper MIE.. not very bad too.. MCQ is okie.. only cannot managed to do some structured qns. fourth paper BLAW.. tink thats the worst of all.. totally cannot rem the law cases. MCQ is hard too.. pray that i can score in MCQ.. last paper CMA.. not very difficult also.. hmm cannot really rem all the formulas but i tink its not very bad. okie tahts all for the common tests. common tests over now projects deadline drawing near. got to submit 3 project on the 2nd week of feb. the week after CNY got common tests 2.. tink i wil only relax after common tests 2.. hai.. went shopping in town today with germaine but dint managed to get anything leh.. my feet is so painful after walking for sooo long... oh ya.. we saw this 5 yrs old boy playing drum outside taka.. woo so cool la.. he started learning drum at the age of 2.. duno how he managed to hold the drum stick with his tiny hands... okie need to rest liao.. goodnite all! tmr no sch... yeah! can sleep til late late.. havent been having good rest... ciaoz.

2005-01-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

boohoo!

fri
mum woke me up early in the morning. we went to the place where we buried xiaobai to see whether has anything happen to her. we saw the sand being digged out and the box seen. but phew! thank God she is stil in one piece. mum is scared thats cats wil dig her out and eat her. after that went breakfast. went home and cont my beauty slep, after that went for pm. on the bus, i saw crazy things. thurs nite after dance practice, while on the bus, a guy was sitting beside me. guessed wat? he speaks to himself! he was reading the newspaper and saying stuff like "i tell you friday people wil get bankrupt". oh man i was scared la coz he is sitting besides me. trying hard to get off the seats but bus was too crowded so i stayed on. thank God its only a while then he get down alr. on fri, i saw this mad couples. the bus is crowded and they were like sitting quite front and they actually kissed mouth to mouth on the bus. its not only once but few times. dunno why they not scared people wil looked at them. funny thing was there's a grp of people behind me trying to capture "that moment" with their digital camera. and they succeeded. haha!

hmm after pm, mum stil feel that xiaobai is not safe coz we place her in a box and buried it.. somemore can see the box alr.. so she decided to go back there and bury her deeper into the sand. so mum, bro and me went back at night after pm. tink for a while and concluded taht we shudnt place her in a box. so my bro carried her out and put her on the sand.. covered her with lots of sand then we left. unless we digged out the sand, we wil not see her again. this time really saying goodbye. thats all!

sat
it was a busy day. reach CO early in the morning to do somevday stuff then got worship practice. after worship practice went to cont doing the vday stuff. were sitting infront of the printer for almost 9hrs and folding and slotting papers. left CO at ard 9pm. took the elderly church van home. when i reached home, i am super tired. wanted to study but too tired to do that so went to lala land instead. never study at all. hai.

sun
overslept today so took cab to GWC with mum. today was quite busy too. had projection duty after that went out to help with the CNY goodies. went lunch at zion food centre then proceed home. today dint go aft svc. went home to study instead. got lots more to complete so better stop here ba.

okie i better go read my notes. got to get some HRM main points into my mind. got HRM paper tmr "( , got dance practice tmr too.") yeah! goodnite all!

2005-01-27T01:15:00.000+08:00

I AM SAD! my rabbit died... been with me since march 2004. cant see her running ard and sleping beside me when i slep alr... so not used to it... buried it near my house.. pray that no cats or watever wil dig it out and eat it.. hai my heart is so soooo pain. goodbye xiao bai.

2005-01-26T01:24:00.000+08:00

booooo! today ah.. nth really special happen. wake up in the noon then prepare myself to go cell le. going bowling and i am really looking forward to it.. coz its my fav.. but when we reached there, the bowling centre closed. they are doing some upgrading.. haiz. then the whole cell went bugis for dinner. ate yoshinoya then after taht went coffeebean.. sit for a while then went home.. today only managed to study abit on BLAW.. thats bad.. tmr better jia you or else i m gonna have hard time doing the tests.. jia you joanna! so thats my day.. late alr.. going to slep... got to reach sch at 10am for HRM revison lecture. goodnite all!

2005-01-25T13:24:00.000+08:00

this week is my study break.. study break doesnt means a break from study but means a break to study then the following week got tests. i have papers on 31 jan all the way to 4 feb 05. Human Resource Management (HRM), Finanacial Management (FMGT), Microeconomics, Business Law (BLAW) and Cost and managerial accounting (CMA) respectively.. those who read my blog.. pray for me pls.. thanks.. haha! been quite stress recently with all the tests coming up and 3 projects deadlines coming nearer and nearer.. Dad! i need strength! was having bad sore throat and headache last week.. think due to the stress i am facing thats why sick.. been eating alot too.. really alot... need to exercise... okie shall stop here bah... need to spend this study break week properly.. ciaoz!

2005-01-03T13:01:00.000+08:00

my 21st birthday!

2004-12-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

time passes fast.. today is the last day of the yr 2004. time to reflect abt my year.. how had it been? hmm.. not a v bad year also not a v good year. alot of things happened. good and bad. one thing i am very grateful to God is i make it up to poly. thank God for His faithfulness! been through a hard period of waiting time before my application to NP is successful. though dint managed to get the course i wan but i know that He has a greater plan. enrolled into diploma in business studies. not an easy time to transit from ITE to POLY. new environment, new friend, new studying habit... alot of new things to learn. life in POLY is really not an easy one. due to the different modules that the ITE students are exempted, i have no fixed class. have to combine classes with the yr 2 or 3 student bcoz i am almost exempted from all the year 1 module. had alot of difficulties building friendship with them becoz they are a class and they had already spent one yr together and all are in clique. the most difficult time i faced was when we had to do group projects. but thank God i stil managed to survive. one very sad thing that happened also was i lost my friendship with my whole grp of ITE friends. our friendship drifted further and further after we left ITE. anyway i had alot of fun and laughter with them throughout the whole 2/3 yrs of my life in ITE. one thing that i dint lost was the memories we had together. i tink thats the only thing i could keep ba. seeing them going out together and had so much fun really pains my heart. but i am also glad that they are enjoying themselves. many footprints crossed my path but only one faithful set of footprint remained. besides this 2 things that happened, i tink no more le. Dad! thank You for Your faithfulness in 2004! okie mentioning so much, i tink its time to enter into a new year le. i am excited for 2005 because i am turning 21 soon and i believe many great things are gonna happen in this new year..a new beginning, a new chapter of my life. lets look forward to this NEW YEAR! Happy Burfday Joel!! Bye bye 2004! Hello 2005!

2004-12-19T13:03:00.000+08:00

my week:

mon
hmm dislike mon schedule most. only have lesson from 2-4pm then end sch. really cant stand myself going to sch for 2 hrs.. traveling time is not short lo.. but still.. i went. had FMGT tutorial. after that, went to meet ger, tia, joel, lionel, darren and nelson for xmaz shopping. but dint get alot coz was tired after sch. settled present for annie and kenneth. ate pasta mania for dinner. after that, lionel, joel, ger and tia went CO for rehearsal. left nelson, darren and me. so continued shopping outside taka... then darren went to meet christy and shu jun. left nelson and me. continued shopping but stil never get anything so went home. reach home ard 11. super tired! got to wake up early for tutorial at 9am.

tue
as usual went sch for BLAW tutorial and was late. thank God tutor never say anything. then from 11-1pm have BLAW lecture. 4 hrs of law, can go crazy.. went lunch at canteen 3 with shan shan, hui mei and celine. skipped FMGT lect, went to meet ger to cont the shopping. then nelson came to meet us. haiz stil never get anything. after that ger went for cg, nelson went home, i went to meet parveen. went bugis and this time.. finally got sth... settled present for bro jonas and family, patrick and shirley, shona and allan, pauline and wanpei. not a wasted trip. got quite alot of things done. reach home ard 11plus. another tired day.

2004-12-05T09:22:00.000+08:00

wow! so long never update le... okie this is how my weeks goes.

mon
first day of school. usually during the first wk of sch only need to attend lectures no tutorials. so for my mon schedule i only have 2 hrs of tutorial so i have an extra mon off day.. really find it dumb to go sch for 2 hrs then come back. travelling to sch need 2 hrs alr.. duh! i had a long sleeping marathon today.. this weather is too cool and windy to slep le.. cant tahan so i sleep and sleep and sleep.

tue
have to wake up early coz have BLAW lecture at 11am but haiz i couldnt wake up again so dint go sch.. missed my first lecture. feel bad but really cant make it in time so i dint go.. have another lecture in the afternoon but i really find it dumb to go sch for juz 2 hrs. in the end i missed the whole tues lectures.. thats bad.. another day off.

wed
i managed to wake up early and attended the HRM lecture at 9am. woohoo~ thats my first lecture of the week.. after lecture, went for lunch at canteen 2 with shan shan, huimei, simon and lawrence. next lecture at 3pm so from 11am to 3pm i got 4 hrs break. really dunno wat to do for 4hrs. since yong chien is coming to my sch to ask some registration info, i decided to skip the CMA lecture. i missed another lectur! went shopping with yong chien. when gal and guy went shopping there's really no common thing to buy. so we decided to go Sim Lim Square to see digicam since i am intending to buy one. walked the whole Sim Lim and ask ard for the price of digicam. the range of the price of every shop so different. i feel scared to hear one shop so high price and the other shop so low price for the same model. was raining all the way so hard to even get out of Sim Lim. after that, i went for cell.. during cell, we were asked to testify of some of the things that happened in the youth camp. v glad to hear lots of wonderful things that God is doing in the lives of e people. the camp is good! really good! i tink all juz love the appreciation service. i love that too! at night, heard sth that make me really sad. my whole mind is "i dont understand why". this is a bad day!

thu
i could not wake up again for my MIEC lecture at 11am. i missed another lecture! i tink due to wat happened on wed, i slept v late and so i oversleep. went cycling with esther, annie c, jesslyn, jesmyn and qiying. wow never cycle for a long time alr. we went to pasir ris park to cycle and chui chui feng.. was fun being with them.. feel so young! haha! juz love the cool air in the beach. took some pics wil upload when the pic is sent to me... not a bad day!

fri
attended LMS class at 1pm. the tutor is funny. he started by telling us the fact that u are sitting here means u have not jump. this module is all abt managing your life. after that, went for a SW briefing. muz hear this briefing then select whichever activity u wan. set my mind on aerobics. haiz for my session aerobics is not included in one of the 6 ctivities. so i choose vball instead. its stil my love after all... after that, meet pam for dinner and went for PM. during PM, some of the mission trip ppl shared abt their experiences in Phillipines. wow the people there are so simple and their heart for God is woo... v touched when i watch the video and see the passion in the heart of the ppl. this is so called my first day of properly attending sch.

sat
have dicipleship training in the morning. went for lunch at tamp and baptism at changi. love baptism coz u get to hear the tranforming power of God in the ppl lives. left after testimony time and rush home to change to prepare for an inidan service at night. wow! the service is good! at first when i was there, i feel weird coz i am one of the few chi there. dunno how many chi was there but v few. everybody ard me are all indians. haha nvm... maybe can find my handsome indian.. they invited Anil Khan to come and present some songs to the ppl. first time i see e whole family ministering together. so nice. Anil Khan is the lead singer and both the wife and the daughter is hixs back up singer. its v ministering. his daughter is v talented. she dance and sing v well.. i was ministered by the heart of worhsip that flows from the daughter. instead of searching for my handome indian, my eyes were on the daughter all the time. after that there was this lucky draw thing. they wil pick ten lucky winners. i v scared my name wil be called but on the other hand i wan to be picked oso. haha! so true enough my name was called... so pai seh coz before that its some indian name then suddenly a chi name was picked. i tink ppl there are shocked. when i go up and recv my prize i feel funny. and when i came down from the stage i can see alot of shocking face. they muz be wondering what is this chi gal doing in an indian service. haha! really enjoyed myself. though some indian songs i dunno waht it means but it's nice being able to be exposed to another race. its a great exposure! thanks parveen for being my interpreter. dinner was provided but i dun really like the food there. most of the food are all v hot and i dun take hot stuff thats why.. one indian man came up to me and say oh so u are a chinese. then he started asking me chi bao le mei you. so funny... its a great nite!

sun
had service in the morning, i tink due to the sat nite i m too tired to wake up. so in the end overslept and had to take a cab down to GWC. after service went lunch with cell to the food court and we celebrated Eudora burfday.. happy bday Eudora! then went for afternoon service at CO. went dinner with fish, cmc, zhong, winnie, geraldine and bethes. so long never catch up with fish and cmc alr.. took train home with fish and cmc home. short but an enjoyable trip. really missed the times when i am with them in E1. okie thats all for the week! goodnite all!

wow this is my looooongest entry. feel good when i am able to reflect abt what has happened during the week. missed so many lectures i feel bad. okie from mon onwards i am going to discipline myself to go for all lectures and tutorials... i can do it! jia you ba joanna! haha!

ger, i update alr... happy.. haha!

2004-12-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

desire to have this:

2004-11-24T01:10:00.000+08:00

wow! been so long since i last blog. finally found a skin that i like and did some revamping to the whole thing. feeling not good or rather sick now.. dunno why i feel this way.. now its 1:10AM and i m missing my bed le..got to reach CO at 11am tmr so i tink i better stop here.. goodnite all! oh ya.. thank you Germaine for helping me to revamp this whole thingy.

2004-11-17T07:17:00.000+08:00

been wanting to create a blog and now its finally done!